stretching

I feel like a place people go to bury the love
they don’t want anymore, to plant things they know
they don’t have the time
to tend to.
And I know that I am more
than the sum
of all the people who could not love me,
but I am always quick to forget this.
In my sorrow, every fresh goodbye sounds more like an “I told you so.”
I hear it in the sound
of my own voice.
You said “sometimes people aren’t running away
from you,
they’re running away from themselves.”
But it never feels like that.
I see your good shoes stuck in my muddy earth.
I see footprints
stretching out away from me
and nothing else.

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Ending of 

​Love was like a parachute fall. We were both on the same plane, flying over paradise. Secured at the door and waiting for a sign. But the sign never came, so I jumped anyway, hoping you would follow. 
Love was like a parachute fall, but you left me fly alone. Now I have landed in paradise, wishing you were here, and you’re long gone, piloted by your own fear. Don’t come to look for me again, there’ll never be the same place, time or even plane. 

The wither love 


I think about you every day.

Every day in the enclosure of my dream world.

I hope about you every day,

that you will live the life you´re keen of.
The words that have been left unsaid,

the deeds that were left unforgiven,

the proofs that took my pride and yet

nobody answers or received it…
Some day you might just know the difference

of who I were and what was I to give you.

Some day I might not mind the distance

and the cold you left for me to fear of.
Someday the wind might gently whisper

something of a faded memory 

and somehow you will suddenly remember me

inside the warmest sunrays that I am now sending..

And if this memory becomes a smile,

and if this smile becomes a heartbeat,

I hope it fills you even for a moment or a while-

so I will know this love has never wither. 

~~~~

Hiraeth

You were fond of feeling my face on your palms

And I would automatically hold your hands

Now I’m lost, with no hands to hold –

My hand will always long to touch you
In a room full of people I love

Or on a busy street with strangers 

During the rush of manic Mondays –

My eyes will always search for you
I crave the sound of your voice
Even with the hectic schedule

I still pause in the middle of it all –

My mind will always wander to get to you

My life ,you’ve changed when you came

And after you left, I will never be the same

I tear a little at the bittersweet realization –

My heart will always yearn for you.

Love that sets free . . .

With a smile I accept all your blames

I will not show you my heart burning in flames

If you have suffered anguish and pain

No one noticed my tears in the rain

For I know beneath that anger lies a caring soul

Who has played the most important role

You have redeemed this lost soul of mine

Taught me that despite the pains life is fine

I don’t care if you see me as a blatant liar

It can’t get worse than burning in the flameless fire

I accept every pain and anguish with a smile today

Because of your love, my life has been filled with an ethereal ray

For me love has no boundaries of beginning, middle or end

It is not like any other feeling which follows regular trend

It is enough for me that I love you, and you cherish me

My love has no borders, it is meant to relieve and set free

You to feel and think as you wish and go where you like to be

But know that, you’ll be carried in my heart always as a part of me…