Our kingdom’s 

Welcome to our marvelous kingdom 

Here resides the most charming crowd;

Envy is insecurity’s dies-hard fan,

Jealousy-the backstabbing friend of bitter man.

Anger’s mighty sharp bleed’s defend these ground;

Lies and deceit, our finest hand makers of crowns.

Then there’s greed,

The lad that blinds many a night owl in town .

By all means, make friends and have fun.

Here in our marvelous kingdom’s,

We never run out of clowns.

Collaboration poem with sidharth jain

A painful illusion

You are;

All the things I can’t have.
All the dreams I can’t save.
All the troubles I can’t halve.
All the burdens under which I cave.

All the horizons I can never meet.
All the issues I can’t beat.
All the grudges I can’t unseat.
All the anger my mind continues to heat.

All my jewels that on me can’t shine.
All my happiness that can’t be my smile. 
All my melodies that I can’t rhyme.
All my love I can’t call mine.

I can have everything, but why can’t 
Everything be you ?
Why can’t I get what I feel is due ?
You had to walk out of my life, 
Right on cue.
Just when I wanted to start a new
Just when I surrendered my soul to you

Turning your back you’ve left me now 
But someday your ego will bow
Don’t expect me then to hold your hand 
Don’t  expect me then to say ‘I understand’

I bid you goodbye, I bid you farewell
As I withdraw from your satanic spell
I’ll find someone on whom I can depend
My broken heart that special someone will mend 

 It hurts when you love someone from the core of your being, just to end up being emotionally victimized by them.It’s a traumatic experience when someone plays with your emotions by projecting a false illusion of love. This poem aims to describe about that same traumatic experience & also tries to emphasize the fact that if someone doesn’t break your heart then you probably wouldn’t understand the value of that special someone who is willing to unconditionally mend your broken heart. I was able to make this poem thanks to my dear friend sidharth who collaborated with me on this poem, he is a very talented writer do visit his blog > https://sweetdevil69.wordpress.com/

The love resides 

All my rustic Life 

I was in search of Love 

Fancied by fairy tales

Obsession over happy endings

I wandered where the love resides? 

In the crush of charming heartthrobs, With artificial beauties flirting around 

I wandered where the love resides ?

Filling the void of loneliness, Involving people we call friends

I wandered where the love resides? 

Greedy of wealth and health, Begging from God’s for all 

I wandered where the love resides ? 

The longging for being desired, fueled by the curse of lust 

I wondered where the love resides ? 

For it was no where to be found, unless I heard the whispering of my tired heart 

That . . .

Only here the love resides 

Only here the love resides ! 

Roller Coaster 

Life has a new surprise 

Waiting outside of my door 

It never adds up to a satisfying day because they’re all 

Heart wrenching surprises 

I wish, I could skip all the bad one

And find only gold boxes waiting at my door 

But then would be good 

Even be seen at all ?

It wouldn’t 

Because Life is a Roller coaster 

With all it’s  up’s, downs and stops

You have to life with the decision of getting on .

Ending of 

​Love was like a parachute fall. We were both on the same plane, flying over paradise. Secured at the door and waiting for a sign. But the sign never came, so I jumped anyway, hoping you would follow. 
Love was like a parachute fall, but you left me fly alone. Now I have landed in paradise, wishing you were here, and you’re long gone, piloted by your own fear. Don’t come to look for me again, there’ll never be the same place, time or even plane. 

Lost soul

She is hopeless…

Alone, drowning in bitterness

Silently screaming in the darkness

Hoping someone would save her from loneliness.

 

She is alone…

Weeping, sobbing on her own.

Tears of blood…but wouldn’t hear her moan

Her heartache, too painful to be shown

 

She is begging…

For her heart to stop bleeding

During bedtime, she couldn’t stop crying

Can’t hide the pain, oh she’s dying!

 

She is broken…

Lost soul, trying to find her way home…

Crawling, wondering what would happen.

Will she be saved…or find another empty dome?

 

Your Ghost everywhere

In all honesty you never left, not really.
You’re here, you’re here, you’re here. You’re always here; tucked right between these letters, caressing my fingers as they tap on this screen to complete yet another piece about you. You never left me. And I want you to leave so badly, because I cannot keep you anymore. All I have with me, all you are to me now, is a ghost; Someone long gone I shouldn’t be keeping around as company.
I used to beg for your time, when all you wanted was space. Then you started complaining about distance, so I begged for a chance to explain. I used to beg for everything I shouldn’t have had to. You made me beg because all I used to want was your presence, your choice to stay. But now, all I really want is to get rid of your specter, send all your memories away. And if I could beg you to leave, I would. But what use is pleading when it has never worked anyway?
You’re here, you’re here, you’re here. You’re always here. I’m not going to ask you for anything, but I just really need peace. I’m getting sick of this joke you’re playing with me. Maybe this was the choice you’ve made all along– to stay. To haunt me forever as my favorite mistake.

Artwork By Dante Orpilla