musing on quarter night

The tempestuous current in front of us upsets me, I wish there was a way for me to pick it up, pack it in a sturdy ruck sack and toss is somewhere far away, without a single worry for its return.

But I guess that’s not possible.

I guess this is one of the many things we’ve to go through together, whether we like it or not.

There will always be paths we take and choices we make in life that will either break us or make us stronger. I hope that we know and choose the latter .

There is no one to blame.

They Say it’s always easier when there is someone or something to blame. But I can’t blame you and you can’t blame me;

So I guess we end up blaming life and the little cracks in between.

I don’t want you to feel dejected, and despondent. I guess I don’t want to suffocate, and trample you with my stagnant and protective life. I’m sorry I can’t do anything to make you feel better, though I really wish I could.

I guess love just isn’t enough to turn someone’s sunken cheek up, Love isn’t enough to hold two people together

inspite of their differences.

I guess sometimes there’s really nothing much you or anyone can say and do.

I guess time is an enemy we need to learn to use wisely and love. Time is an opportunity to believe, nurture and grow, Time can be a poison as much as it can be a medicine.

I guess hope is not for deluded and the blinded; hope is for the seekers and believers. I guess there will always be a glimpse of hope in this already wrecked life.

Because without hope, we will all lose;

We will all die a little inside.

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Sigh (Collaboration with Ahtisham’s)

I wonder……
Will I ever be whole again
How could I….
When a part of me
Has been taken away by you

I wonder…..
Will my eyes ever feel the touch
Of the sun again
How could it be…..
When this rainy season
Seems won’t go away

I wish…….
For you to listen
My silence
I wish……
For you to hear
My inner voice
Calling out your name
Screaming in pain

But….
You keep walking
And never once
You turned to look me in the face
Savagely….
You ripped out my heart
And left me here
To die with your memories

By Ana *—————-*

You wonder…
You are whole with a cute Aimma’s
I lost myself in the tradition of life spam

Why you wonder when i am always in you
How can you vanish me when you know the rain will slip out me away from your pupil garden

I can listen & wish could do as well to fulfill your inner most wishes so will never scream again

I been always there for you yet you watched how i walk away
If i ripped out your heart you know that was never my wish

I never wanted you to die with My memories

By Ahtisham

Pictures by unknown

nebulous

She sits on the escarpment of time, with the wind of her past hitting on her back, wishpering into her ears; supplicating her to learn from its mistakes, while giving her a reassurance that it will help her step forward.

But the view in front of her is nebulous, concealing her path from her eyes that seek to make sense of future; the destiny they are unsure of.

Yet there is thrill to the discovery of oneself, of all the experiences to have and emotions to feel.

Her heart sing as she jumps of the precipice, inspirated by the parachute of her present, of the world she has built, that promises to take her gently to the landscapes and vistas slowly reveiling themselves beneath her feet.

Modern fairy-tale

And the Princess fell in love with herself.

And she had her own castle.

And she won her own battles.

And she was known as the most fearless and mightiest queen in the kingdoms far beyon the seas.

This was the modern fairy-tale.

Dedicated to all you brave princess out there who are fighting through all the bettles of life on their own.

Remember, even if it seems you can’t lean on anybody, you should still stop once in a while and take rest to gather back your strength.

(Pictures by unknown)

Your toxic love (collaboration with Sidharth’s)

As the melancholic moon began to blatantly shine
In a goblet, you presented your venomous wine.
My mind sensed this as a hazardous sign
But your cruel command, my helpless heart couldn’t decline.

From your heart’s darkest valley, you plucked a rose
Whose poisonous petals blossomed under your shadows.
That darkest, that deadliest rose for me you choose
As you know your wicked wish I wouldn’t oppose.

Pouring in the poison you pretended to be kind
& you decimated the resistance of my mind.
Drowning in your poisonous love I became blind
To your diabolical deeds my innocent soul I aligned.

You grinned playing a violent tune on your violin
While your love’s torturous toxicity I took in.
My heart pulsated as my veins burnt within
Worshipping you, I consumed all your sin.

I bled on the edge of life & death
As I surrendered my soul to you in every aspect.
With a hope that you remember me with respect
I blew you a kiss with my last breath.

Another great collaboration with talented Sidharth.

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Calamity

I know you were a calamity.

I could see the strom brewing in your eyes.

The words that spilled out from your mouth like the emerald waves crashing againts the rocks painted in hue of grey.

I drowned.

in everywords, i drowned.

Not once did I even try to escape the strong currents,

Not once did I try to pray of your arms,

Not once did I try saving myself from your love.

Your love was hell, and I was willing to burn.

So I lit my heart as it blew up in flames,

While I drowned in your words and your beautiful eyes.

You were a calamity

Set out to destroy me.

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I am reposted due my previous post are not able to retrieve