I no longer think about you or how you’re doing when I’m alone at night, I no longer wish you to be the one who consoles me when my world gets dark.
I no longer hope it’s you when my doorbell rings. I no longer live in the fantasy I’ve created, I decided to wake up.Because it seems that the more I hold on to the possibility of us, the more I lose touch with reality.
It seems that the possibility of us is not even a possibility anymore.
It seems that the possibility of us is not even a possibility anymore.
Because every time I think it’s possible, you make it impossible and every time I come close to holding you, you disappear.
When I thought about it, the possibility of us was very possible, it could’ve been real if you wanted it to be but you didn’t.
It only remained a possibility because only one of us wanted to make it happen, only one of us wanted to make it real but let me tell you this, when someone holds on to something for too long, letting go becomes easier, it becomes a sudden obligation because your hands are bleeding, because you can’t carry the weight by yourself anymore.
Letting go becomes something out of your hands, something you can’t control. And sometimes it’s only after you’ve let go that you realize how heavy the weight was and how liberated you are without it.
I no longer wish it was you, I no longer hope it’s your name on my phone, I no longer picture our wedding day.
I’m going to wait for someone who is more than just a possibility, someone who knows for sure, and someone who’s certain of every little thing you were hesitant about.
I’m going to wait for the one who knows how to make things possible, someone who is not content with me being just an idea for the future — someone who doesn’t make me question what our future will be.
I wish I could say the same about the person I fell for…
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You should say with loud. . . Let them know you deserve better !😉
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This is so beautiful. It perfectly sums up my feelings atm. Thankyou x
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Thanks😊
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beautiful !
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Thanks Vidur’s 😊
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Say it girl.. do you hear me .. say that girl that because I felt every word..
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Thank you so much . . . 😄
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Welcome 😊
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I LOVE this! There are those you can love and then there are those you may want to love but really just weigh your life down. LIVE and Love! If they don’t lift you up, then they are dragging you down!
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Absolutely right . . .😄
Thanks so much for beautiful lines 😉
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Reblogged this on Out crawls Angy.. and commented:
Let the weight go.. I love this..
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Thanks for rebloged, I’m glad you loved it .And . . C’mon togethers let it the weight go . . 😉
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It’s a bet.. no more settling for less sweetie.. stay strong my friend..
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Hahaha don’t bet . . We’re strong and sweet , aren’t we ? 😉
Sending you best vibes sweetheart !
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Yeah I just have to keep reminding myself.. and don’t forget sexy .. 🤗
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Yupppyyy 😉
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Very touching piece: I hope the wait is worthwhile for you, it so often is.
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Thanks for beautiful lines,
yes it’s worthy coz I’m understand I deserved better ! Cheeeeerr . . 😉
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I wish I had seen this when I liked this guy before I found Zeke. Life’s so much better now that I had realized this and said it straight to his face. I’m happy for once, because I learned this message and found the one who knows exactly how to make things possible. Thank you for giving me this little reminder that every day with Zeke and without that idiot is a better day, a stronger day ❤
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Beautiful writing Ana, you certainly will find someone better. It seens kind of clichê but is true, juts don’t look for…kkkk he will find you. Love is not heavy, love is light and all you have to do is enjoy it. All this pain that you described isn’t love, I am happy that you find yourself.
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Thank you very much Lucy’s . .😊
Your beautiful lines ,sweet encouraging words mean alot to me , I don’t know what my feelings this time happiness or pain , but sure I’m understand I deserve better !
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Good sense here. Love needs to be balanced to thrive.
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Thank you Elizabeth’s, your positive words encouraging me
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Very beautiful and spoken firm keep up the good work and thanks for the review.Anita
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Thanks , 😊
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Start a new world, and keep trusting human, you will find someone better 😃
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Thanks for beautiful lines Bang 😄
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😊
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Sometimes you have to be selfish and think of you because the one you love may not love you back. It’s hard but it’s reality and as you stated, sometimes it’s time to leave that fantasy.
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Yes it’s true . .
Sometime being love to ourselves is the first step to get happiness ! Aren’t is true ? 😉
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Awesome
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Thank you 😊
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Beautiful!
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Thanks Asahela 😄
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Very powerful!
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Thanks Elly’s 😊
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You deserve all the best and beautiful piece!
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Thank you😃
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You’re welcome! 😃
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I love this so much!!!! You wrote how I’ve been feeling lately.
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I’m glad you loved it , honestly this were I felt lately too😉
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Wow! That was BEAUTIFUL and well written. I love it😍😍😍
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Thank you so much , I’m glad you loved it 😊
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Now, this “I’m going to wait for someone who is more than just a possibility, someone who knows for sure, and someone who’s certain of every little thing” is something to think over again and again with a new meaning each time. Words say more a lot more, something transcendental.
And Thanks for liking https://sphericalinsight.wordpress.com/2016/12/16/trust-who-how-much-when/. I appreciate it.
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Just wait for the right time , when the lady luck knock on your than nothing is transcendental , have faith !😉
And thanks alot for stopping by my post
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Flawless !!!
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Thanks 😊
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Reblogged this on Still Another Writer's Blog.
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You are welcome! I found it curious how it lodged between the other two poems gushing about how wonderful she thought her guy was. A contrast, no doubt? 🙂
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Auuw it’s simple thought of girl who had loved too much and broken by dreams 😊
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Somehow the theme of contrast has come into my life for now. Your charming poem brought me yet another example as it fit into the others as a counterpoint. 🙂
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😊
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🙂 🙂
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Free yourself! Better to live the reality you create. Good writing, anna
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Great piece. Man, do I know what you are talking about…
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So true… as I have been there.
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